WHY AM I HERE TO STAY?

couldn't sleep like“Machinist”
walking in the chaos in my head
people says“your gotta be patient”
no one knows my predicament
it seems to be an awful lot for me

trouble
comes to me
so hard to settle down
come down
casual fuck
and broken memories
i told you but it was with no sound
we grappled with each other
falling into ground again

crawling along hallway
like sidewinder
screaming at the door
talking to the man in the mirror
“i liked your bloody nose”well i said
holding myself tied and crying
i'm totally messed you know that
no one can help me out
it seems to be an awful lot for me

what should i believe
where should i go too many stuff to regret
i swallow everything
and smoke to forget
“so why am i here to stay?”
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