Nowadays

I want you to be a murderer falling in a hell on earth.
So kill me, blow out a blaze of my jealousy.
I want you to feel my suffering that you gave
So eat me, eat a large piece of my suffering.
Oh! My blood is flowing out into hatred.
So long my body!
Oh! My hatred blinded me to *** strong sense of justice.

Oh! Maria, can I recover consciousness that when I was in peace.
Oh! Maria, can I get back my *** innocent smile in peace.

I want to expose and make you realize who you are.
Even if the low will forgive you, I will never forgive you.
I want to make you be tormented with a sense of guilt.
So eat me and taste my sorrow like an iron.
Oh! Maria, will you whisper once more“good mornign”to me?
Oh! Maria, can you wake me up from a deep and scary dream?

Oh! Maria, can I recover consciousness that when I was in peace.
Oh! Maria, can I get back my *** innocent smile in peace.

I've been going frequently to an open cafe nowadays
I say to myself that I know I'm crazy with laughing.
And I am letting the wind flow a napkin down from my lap nowadays.

I've been seeing you taking a girl to our apartment nowadays.
I've been hearing your laughing in next to your door nowadays.
And I imagine the girl lying on my sofa in your room.