| This lifePay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | I know It's been a while what happened to you? In our memory we're still hanging out strolling up and down 18th street go to the liquor store to buy some beers I don't remember, when was the last time you said you couldn't live this life no more at that moment I said life no it's not so bad then you say yeah but sometimes I want to quit people live their life for what they believe even if we have some reason to let it slide sometimes life is not fair I know that brings you down why don't we live this life more simple just like you said It's not the end not even the beginning yeah you keep it all inside bottled up you never speak your mind open up If you just let me in when you're falling apart Just call me anytime I'll be there for you I don't remember, when was the last time you said you couldn't live this life no more at that moment I said life no it's not so bad then you say yeah but sometimes I want to quit people live their life for what they believe even if we have some reason to let it slide sometimes life is not fair I know that brings you down why don't we live this life more simple just like you said It's not the end not even the beginning I wonder if I'll try to change to feel the world Am I close to you? close to you I know It's been a while what happened to you? In our memory we're still hanging out strolling up and down 18th street but now you're gone, I want you back people live their life for what they believe even if we have some reason to let it slide sometimes life is not fair I know that brings you down why don't we live this life more simple just like you said It's not the end not even the beginning I wonder if I'll try to change to feel the world Am I close to you? close to you |
| Weight of my pridePay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | Rain's falling down and just darkens the ground A sound that I've heard before but I'm not sure You keep me away from the place where you've been but now I remember why you stay away from there When you're falling to the ground what do you see? your pride is going down with reality you may tory to stand up but you'll realize your dreams are gone the weight of my pride do I really need that? you say we've talked before, I don't remember that The weight of my pride has destroyed me again But tell me how does it feel when you tell a lie So tell me who's insane is it me or is it you? When you're falling to the ground what do you see? your pride is going down with reality you may try to stand up But you'll realize your dreams are gone I know maybe I'm breaking down but It's real man, this is another part of me forget that, everything you want me to say just leave me alone don't trust me for now you say I'm crazy but you're already fucked up face up to yourself but you can't cuz you're a liar only thing you do is to run away from your truth big mouth, get your ass out of my town bitch Rain's falling down and just darkens the ground A sound that I've heard before but I'm not sure You keep me away from the place where you've been but now I remember why you stay away Rain's falling down and just darkens the ground A sound that I've heard before but I'm not sure You keep me away from the place where you've been I tride to remember the place Is that in my mind? When you're falling to the ground what do you see? your pride is going down with reality you may try to stand up But you'll realize your dreams are gone There is something that I miss in my life There's nothing left to save that's inside of me I might try to understand Then I'll figure out my dreams are here Tell me who's insane is it me or is it you? |
| DrivePay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | I drive as fast as I can to escape from everything I got I'm not the one why saves your life so I ditch everyone I know How many times I've tried to do this I know I need to be stronger but It's something I never let go I'm stuck inside of something I've raised I think I'm crazy down with the kingdom liberation from my illness someday I'll be fine I believe you sneak into my heart and you steal my jewel from me and I feel the grip of fear So I drive to make things clear I'm driving faster to see the sun rise I must hurry before it's too late It's my last hope don't take it away The time is running out for me now When it's time to feel this empty I always take the chance to run away like everybody does like everybody does From the first light of dawn I feel much better I carry too much time to let it go I don't need that jewel anymore cuz I found myself deep inside of me I drive as fast as I can to escape from everything I got I'm not the one who saves your life so I ditch everyone I know I tried to run away From the first light of dawn I feel much better I carry too much time to let it go I don't need that jewel anymore cuz I found myself deep inside of me |
| RelivePay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | Settle down you'll be alright using your head sometimes bothers you Now come with us there's a new world relive your mind trust your heartbeat Rise up now (so you stand up to get back your soul) with your will (split the world they have then you go) break your self Now wake up from your dream (now) your eyes still got the light now you wake up to live your life you're the only one who can change the world It's not so hard so you stand up to get back your soul split the world they have make it all mine (I'll take it) that day something inside of me is lost that day that day I was dead your eyes still got the light now you wake up to live your life to live today to live today Settle down you'll be alright using your head sometimes bothers you Now come with us there's a new world relive your mind trust your heartbeat |
| DeprogrammerPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | Tears fall in my heart as the rainfall hits my skin It's not too far, the worst kinda pain who ever knows how the feeling goes away My tears fall on the roof They are flowing from the wound It doesn't heal anymore no matter how I try, so hard please erase my wreck I can't control Just take it away In the solitude of the silent sand deep inside the truth shows up and I walk alone, darkness come take me God doesn't throw the dice The choice is in my hand I lay down and look up into space I can't think anything cuz my mind is not so clear escape from this negative article It doesn't make me feel any good deprogrammer please erase my wreck I can't control myself anymore please erase my wreck I can't control Just take it away In the solitude of the silent sand deep inside the truth shows up and I walk alone, darkness come take me God doesn't throw the dice The choice is in my hand deprogrammer please erase my wreck I can't control myself anymore deprogrammer please erase my wreck I can't control myself anymore I will revert to the way it was I dread the grave, come take control of me In the solitude of the silent sand deep inside the truth shows up and I walk alone, darkness come take me God doesn't throw the dice The choice is in my hand please erase my wreck I can't control Just take it away |
| 13 monstersPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | I scream out my anger again spit everything that I hate in your eyes I can see what are you hiding what are you trying to say stop, It makes me fucking sick I'm out, you're lying, mocking me I'm pissed and fuck your theory this is retarded I'm not the only one the darkness surrounds me takes my everything away and I feel nothing (and I feel nothing) In order to see the light sometimes I have to risk the dark I know but I can't (I know but I can't do it now) When the light appears and shines for me I'll change, another face shows up Do you see? the world is changing I am the monster you just came out from me revenge, attack you, you better run It's late the monsters are on the way The gate is open for you but nobody know now, where does the gate lead me the darkness surrounds me takes my everything away and I feel nothing (and I feel nothing) In order to see the light sometimes I have to risk the dark I know but I can't (I know but I can't do it now) Take my everything away I'll take it back no matter how hard you try I feel desperate tonight 13 monsters are mine life, work, money, hope, envy, gossip, mock, untrue, surface, lie, cry, death and these are created by you the darkness surrounds me takes my everything away and I feel nothing (and I feel nothing) In order to see the light sometimes I have to risk the dark I know but I can't (I know but I can't do it now) Take my everything away I'll take it back no matter how hard you try I feel desperate tonight I'll stand again yeah I'll fly to the sky Take my everything away I'll take it back no matter how hard you try I feel desperate tonight 13 monsters are mine |
| AtheistPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | Inside my mind I find my downside always start to hurt somebody else I give up, this feeling never goes away without hope, It means nothing to me I just wanna be free from your hand This is my life don't decide, I'll make my choice someday I'll reach the sky Now I know I won't fall again God gave burdens, also shoulders then tell me why the people kill themselves release me from your upper hand you show yourself just only one time, after I die I just wanna be free from this rage where's that come from? live in lies, I can't stand no more There's no way to disappear so I cry as hard as I can I will fight for freedom I want I will fight for freedom that's all I want Inside my mind I find my downside always start to hurt somebody else I give up, this feeling never goes away without hope, It means nothing to me I just wanna be free from your hand This is my life don't decide, I'll make my choice someday I'll reach the sky Now I know I won't fall again This war will last forever temptation is not a solution I'm free from any desire take my soul if you can |
| Wallow in self pityPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | you know a good liar will never let you know that he knows you're full of shit that be knows you're full of shit I'm sick of hearing that you say fuck this world what are you trying to say? what are trying to say to the world? I will feed you anything you want in your heaven how does it feel? Is there anything that I can do? freedom from your fucking suffering How does it feel? Tell me how does it feel? I wanna hear from you agter you've drowned I'll tell you what the problem is about you wallow in self pity wallow in self pity you're mindless like that empty box There's nothing inside There'S nothing inside of the box I'm going too far away no one can follow me, my shadow waits to die I'm the only one in the rain It seems never clear I will give you what ever you want This is the medicine got no prescription but remember this'll be a risk to you someday you may find yourself in your misery you dread the fire and death in your misery you dread the fire and death crack head, pot head you're loosing your mind crack head, pot head you're loosing your mind crack head, pou head you're wasting your time I'm feeling my life slipping away I'm going too far away no one can follow me, my shadow waits to die I'm the only one in the rain It seems never clear when everything is dead around here I'm going too far away no one can follow me, my shadow waits to die I'm the only one in the rain (It) seems never clear |
| GreedPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | Hey wise guy, I'm talking to you How's your business? everything is going good? You get some money from the fucking toilet Wash your hands before you give me your paw Yo shit-head, what's up mother fucker?! I haven't seen you while you've been in a jail? I've got some great news for you fat-ass gonna pay for ya fucking bail bond you got the hump cuz your money dropped off How much you need, I can lend it to you You should realize money doesn't talk Then end of money is the end of your life Greed Hey, asshole, are you still there? Do you need help? let me load the gun for you now you see who's the victim Are you the hunter of the hunted? isolate your self from society you don't even have any clue you freak What're you gonna do? you gonna pull the trigger? It's up to you, that's the worst escape you're in misery cuz you're fucking broke clean up the toilet where you've been You should realize money doesn't talk The end of money is the end of your life Greed Now what do you see? open your eves Greed |
| HourglassPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | people walking through me is this frosty town traffic noise makes me feel calm this moonless night a kiss of loveless feeling the ice is melting now like your heart hourglass keeps telling me the time and I have to change the flow to cross over I'd never lie to you but you disappeared I am so alone Do you believe that this was meant to be? I never trust my fate everything fades away in the end people staring through me in this frosty town Empty streets and no one's home this moonless night in the silence hourglasses never flow everyday I die and every night I'm born can you help me now? everything fades away in the end I'm the one with no name no one knows about me you can trust me I'm ok I just wanna be alone I don't feel anymore I might forget my name Can you tell me who I am? everyday I lie for protection from enemies but I realized I'm the enemy everyday I lie and every night I'm born like the hourglass It never flows It never flows eternally no, It never flows eternally |
| In the blink of an eyePay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | I find myself inside of you It's very sweet to me I never knew this kinda feeling I cried unconsciously If we stay together I will make you smile and when you're feeling lonely please remember me please remember me When you feel lonely I will make you smile you are not alone you are not alone cuz I am here for you when I close my eyes I see you smile It's an ordinary day and I touch your face so gently I'm afraid that you might break If you say you'll leave me I will try to smile Does that mean you don't like me I'm so afraid you're gone I'm afraid you're gone for good When you feel lonely I will make you smile you are not alone you are not alone cuz I am here for you I'M afraid you're gone for good |
| GiftPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | I want wings to fly then I can glide all over the world dreaming to be free that is all I wanna be I imagine if the world has another side there's no war and no power game I use this gift you left to see the world exists I awake in my room It was a dream of fantasy so I try to figure out Does the world exist? you came here and left something to me I've been holding it inside, that is all I've got but things changed I can't hold this any more What you called“a gift” I'll let it go you gave me something something I never knew I've been growing up with it, for all my life but thing s never changed so I let this go What you called“a gift” maybe I'll let it go I will accept my life even if it's gone someday who knows I've got this gift How long have I been looking for? I want wings to fly then I can glide all over the world I'm dreaming to be free to know this life's meaning you gave me something something that I never knew I've been growing up with it, for all my life but thing s never changed so I let this go What you called“a gift” maybe I'll let it go you came here and left something to me I've been holding it inside, that is all I've got you can here and left something to me I've been holding it inside, that is all I've got but things changed I can't hold this any more What you called“a gift” I'll let it go you gave me something that I never knew I've been growing up with it, for all my life but thing s never changed so I let this go What you called“a gift” maybe I'll let it go |
PICTURES Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | I feel my heart is getting lost being myself is painful someone says you don't have a chance to restart the life that you never had Negative emotions attacked me especially like this lonely night silence is eating my brain shutting me down and I'm stuck again years spent drawing and painting me colors on myself once I saw my future but now I need to wipe off my eyes Tell me when you have lost your way what would you do to see the light again a picture is the only way to member that your past is true When you get trapped in your life when you are up against the wall what would you give to be free just like how we were before Endless pain I've had enough If only just for now can't I have it all but in the end it defeated me why do I let my past laugh at me I've been dreaming and I've been drawing what I saw but time waits up for no one that's why we are living in a picture Tell me when you have lost your way what would you do to see the light again a picture is the only way to member that your past is true When you get trapped in your life when you are up against the wall what would you give to be free just like how we were before I feel my heart is getting lost being myself is painful someone says you don't have a chance to restart the life that you never had Negative emotions attacked me I can feel my hope slipping away I ask myself Will you stay with me Tell me when you have lost your way what would you do to see the light again a picture is the only way to member that your past is true When you get trapped in your life just wanna run but you don't have the strength what would you give to be free just like how we were before one more time |
| dilemmaPay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | K | Pay money To my Pain | Pay money To my Pain | look up to the sky there is a star that guides me I don't know where I'm going to but I feel good listen to the voice in the air I'm part of it Forgive me for everything I've done I'm so alone walking down the street now Then I open my eyes to see you I'm holding your hand never let this go So we walk again Stars are leading me the way It's never gonna leave my way Trust me I feel free tonight we can go anywhere sometimes I sit across from you That's the moment I'm in the air This song waits for you to cross over to me Do you see the stars shine for you It tells you which way is right forget your regret just for now we don't need that walking down on the street now Then I open my eyes to see you I'm holding your hand never let this go So we walk again Stars are leading me the way It's never gonna leave my way Trust me I feel free tonight we can go anywhere sometimes I sit across from you That's the moment I'm in the air This song waits for you to cross over to me Do you see the stars shine for you It tells you which way is right forget your regret just for now we don't need that Do you feel the sun shine for you The moon light's sleeping now just close my eyes and try to feel The world exist |
