I hate me

何気ない時間を一人で過ごした
もう寂しさなんて…
忘れてるよね? もう大丈夫でしょ?
そう言い聞かせていたんだ でも

時が過ぎれば 軽い擦り傷は
癒えると思ってたのに
その存在は 心をえぐってた
一年経っても癒えない それなのに

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
涙はこぼれてしまうのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
何よりも一番 “I hate me”

ケンカの時も どう考えても私が悪くても
絶対に先に謝るでしょ?
その優しさが痛かったの

今は何処かで知らない誰かと
笑い合っているのね
好きにすれば?もう他人だから
想ったりはしない それなのに

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
頭では分かってるのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
誰よりも一番 “I hate me”

最後のサヨナラを交わした時も笑ったでしょ?
記憶から消えない 今も

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
涙はこぼれてしまうのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
何よりも一番 “I hate me”

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
頭では分かってる 分かってるのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
誰よりも一番 “I hate me”