Fall to pieces(forutoupishizu) knotlamp

Youve never tried to understand in any way
But I believed what you said
How long did I accept what you were telling me
Though there were lies in everything ?

I am sick of your denials , sick of excuses
I cant be what you want
I cant stand your fake smile
Thats right

You never chose me , that is what youve often said
But I could say the same of you
You never wanted me to be happy at all
You didnt care about my life

I am sick of your lectures , sick of selfishness
I cant be what you need
I cant stand your fake eyes
Thats right

Ill never go back to your way
You will never understand what I have become
All I want is in my hands
If you never change yourself I will fall to pieces

I dont wanna lose my control
Im not an idiot , Im not an idiot
I dont wanna be your slave forever
That is what you wanted , That is what you wanted
Id like to go to where I feel safe
I know my mistake
I wasnt thinking for me
So I became like this
But I will end this game
What will it take for you to fade away ?

Ill never go back to your way
You will never understand what I have become
All I want is in my hands
I can never understand why you dont admit
That youre wrong about my life
You will never let me go so I will free myself
All I need is in my heart
If you never change yourself I will fail to pieces

You've never tried to understand in any way
But I believed what you said
How long did I accept what you were telling me
Though there were lies in everything?

I am sick of your denials, sick of excuses
I can't be what you want
I can't stand your fake smile
That's right

You never chose me, that is what you've often said
But I could say the same of you
You never wanted me to be happy at all
You didn't care about my life

I am sick of your lectures, sick of selfishness
I can't be what you need
I can't stand your fake eyes
That's right

I'll never go back to your way
You will never understand what I have become
All I want is in my hands
If you never change yourself I will fall to pieces

I don't wanna lose my control
(I'm not an idiot, I'm not an idiot)
I don't wanna be your slave forever
(That is what you wanted, That is what you wanted)
I'd like to go to where I feel safe
I know my mistake
I wasn't thinking for me
So I became like this
But I will end this game
What will it take for you to fade away?

I'll never go back to your way
You will never understand what I have become
All I want is in my hands
I can never understand why you don't admit
That you're wrong about my life
You will never let me go so I will free myself
All I need is in my heart
If you never change yourself I will fail to pieces