Memento(memento) Mori Calliope

So just how far could I go
I think I already know
That view that I wanna see
A place in history thats mine

I dont know why were
Always side by side , but worlds apart
Its trial by fire
Im fighting for a place where we can breath
When spite takes over
I might just take it out on you
Cuz youre
Too good to be true

Struggling but carrying on
Ill go where nobody has gone
Im searching again and again and again
For something only I can do
Asking why

I cant be someone else
Despite it all my mind has become my hell
With no escape
Or hope in the dark
But still in my heart
Your words echo over and over

Im finally letting go , but I cant erase you
Im following behind , but I wont chase you
Im swallowing my pride until the time that I can face you

I thought that it was love in the perfect lighting
Its never been enough , but Ill keep on writing
A story
Thats evolving
From the day that I decided Im alone

I dont belong anywhere anymore , it was my decision
Im gonna break down the door to your heart without your permission

There was nothing that could make me stay
Remember it like it was yesterday
Hanging onto every word youd say
What if Id walked away ?

How can I still carry on
Someday when youre finally gone ?
Im searching again and again and again
For something only I can do
The truth is

I cant be someone else
Despite it all my mind has become my hell
With no escape
Or hope in the dark
But still in my heart
My words echo over and over

Im finally letting go , and you cant erase me
Cuz Im the only one that could ever replace me
Igniting every line until the time that I can face me

I thought that it was love in the perfect lighting
Its never been enough , but Ill keep on writing
The story
That evolved me
Its today that Im deciding Im alright

So just how far could I go ?
I think I already know
The view that I wanna see
I still could make it in time

So just how far could I go
I think I already know
That view that I wanna see
A place in history that's mine

I don't know why we're
Always side by side, but worlds apart
It's trial by fire
I'm fighting for a place where we can breath
When spite takes over
I might just take it out on you
Cuz you're
Too good to be true

Struggling but carrying on
I'll go where nobody has gone
I'm searching again and again and again
For something only I can do
Asking why

I can't be someone else
Despite it all my mind has become my hell
With no escape
Or hope in the dark
But still in my heart
Your words echo over and over

I'm finally letting go, but I can't erase you
I'm following behind, but I won't chase you
I'm swallowing my pride until the time that I can face you

I thought that it was love in the perfect lighting
It's never been enough, but I'll keep on writing
A story
That's evolving
From the day that I decided I'm alone

I don't belong anywhere anymore, it was my decision
I'm gonna break down the door to your heart without your permission

There was nothing that could make me stay
Remember it like it was yesterday
Hanging onto every word you'd say
What if I'd walked away？

How can I still carry on
Someday when you're finally gone？
I'm searching again and again and again
For something only I can do
The truth is

I can't be someone else
Despite it all my mind has become my hell
With no escape
Or hope in the dark
But still in my heart
My words echo over and over

I'm finally letting go, and you can't erase me
Cuz I'm the only one that could ever replace me
Igniting every line until the time that I can face me

I thought that it was love in the perfect lighting
It's never been enough, but I'll keep on writing
The story
That evolved me
It's today that I'm deciding I'm alright

So just how far could I go？
I think I already know
The view that I wanna see
I still could make it in time