Theres a bug in my brain
Dont know how to work out my pain
Im always on guard
Cause I feel like an Alien
Now Ive locked up myself in a cell
And I drank down the key once again
No more letters or visits
I just wanna be alone
Cause people say one thing then go and do the opposite
They pretend to care to get a rush rush rush of AD
I can cope with loneliness
But Im so sick of earth
Sometimes I think that Ill die from heartbreak
I know Im being silly
Ive just been having bad days
Ive just been saying Ill be okay
For months now
I dont trust what I say
Neither my friends nor family
It could be all becouse of my brain
All I want is to feel at home
And I have mental breakdowns almost every single day
And then I fix my make up
Extra blush blush blush to look alive
I can cope with loneliness
But I dont want to stay this way forever
I swear Im getting better
I know Im being silly
Ive just been having bad days
Ive just been saying Ill be okay
For months now
I dont trust what I say
Neither my friends nor family
It could be all becouse of the bug in my brain
If I could snap out of it
Get on a rocket One ticket to home
Would I be happy then
Or would I find ways to be miserable
I can snap out of it
All I need is some time to heal just slowly
Just slowly
I know Im being silly
Ive just been having bad days
Ive just been saying Ill be okay
For months now
I dont trust what I say
Neither my friends or my family
It conld be all becouse of my brain
All I want is to feel at home
Dont know how to work out my pain
Im always on guard
Cause I feel like an Alien
Now Ive locked up myself in a cell
And I drank down the key once again
No more letters or visits
I just wanna be alone
Cause people say one thing then go and do the opposite
They pretend to care to get a rush rush rush of AD
I can cope with loneliness
But Im so sick of earth
Sometimes I think that Ill die from heartbreak
I know Im being silly
Ive just been having bad days
Ive just been saying Ill be okay
For months now
I dont trust what I say
Neither my friends nor family
It could be all becouse of my brain
All I want is to feel at home
And I have mental breakdowns almost every single day
And then I fix my make up
Extra blush blush blush to look alive
I can cope with loneliness
But I dont want to stay this way forever
I swear Im getting better
I know Im being silly
Ive just been having bad days
Ive just been saying Ill be okay
For months now
I dont trust what I say
Neither my friends nor family
It could be all becouse of the bug in my brain
If I could snap out of it
Get on a rocket One ticket to home
Would I be happy then
Or would I find ways to be miserable
I can snap out of it
All I need is some time to heal just slowly
Just slowly
I know Im being silly
Ive just been having bad days
Ive just been saying Ill be okay
For months now
I dont trust what I say
Neither my friends or my family
It conld be all becouse of my brain
All I want is to feel at home
