Loaded Gun(rodeddogan) DYGL

Loaded Gun
Its not much fun
No matter how its turning out
The trigger shines , a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
I just wanna know how Im defeated
Do I want to ?
This is fun
Still the same
Barely staying in stabilities

I just lay writing words for nothing
But the slight chance for you to know
In other words , I call it faith
All my loves always so twisted
Here I am , 3 in the morning
I just wanna sleep

Loaded Gun
Its not much fun
No matter how its turning out
The trigger shines , a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
Everythings speeding up this evening
Left me far behind this time
Now I know
Barely staying in stabilities

I just need to hide to erase the feelings
I can feel they want me to
All I wants a rainy day
Another day , I feel so wrong
Paralysis invades my body
But I no longer have no bellyache

Loaded Gun
Its not much fun
No matter how its turning out
The trigger shines , a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
Fame and excitement slowly faded
Watched it go by
Nearly sane
Now I know
Barely staying in stabilities

Fall to pieces to be a grain
I can feel this stain in my heart
Staring at what comes alive
Time to time I feel so happy
I just want to know whats lacking
4 in the morning , getting hard to breathe
Sinking afloat , its a burning thirst

Just on my own
Just on your own
Just on our own
Left in these wastelands
Trying to find the voice beneath this
Heart thats never found

Loaded Gun
Its not much fun
No matter how its turning out
The trigger shines , a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
Everythings speeding up this evening
Left me far behind this time
Now I know
Barely staying in stabilities

Loaded Gun
It's not much fun
No matter how it's turning out
The trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
I just wanna know how I'm defeated
Do I want to？
This is fun
Still the same
Barely staying in stabilities

I just lay writing words for nothing
But the slight chance for you to know
In other words, I call it faith
All my love's always so twisted
Here I am, 3 in the morning
I just wanna sleep

Loaded Gun
It's not much fun
No matter how it's turning out
The trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
Everything's speeding up this evening
Left me far behind this time
Now I know
Barely staying in stabilities

I just need to hide to erase the feelings
I can feel they want me to
All I want's a rainy day
Another day, I feel so wrong
Paralysis invades my body
But I no longer have no bellyache

Loaded Gun
It's not much fun
No matter how it's turning out
The trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
Fame and excitement slowly faded
Watched it go by
Nearly sane
Now I know
Barely staying in stabilities

Fall to pieces to be a grain
I can feel this stain in my heart
Staring at what comes alive
Time to time I feel so happy
I just want to know what's lacking
4 in the morning, getting hard to breathe
Sinking afloat, it's a burning thirst

Just on my own
Just on your own
Just on our own
Left in these wastelands
Trying to find the voice beneath this
Heart that's never found

Loaded Gun
It's not much fun
No matter how it's turning out
The trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Now here it comes
Everything's speeding up this evening
Left me far behind this time
Now I know
Barely staying in stabilities