April(eipuriru) HONEST

In my head memories spinning round and round
But youre not around and Im falling

In my room I found a picture from so many years ago tonight
I feel sad we have changed

I trace the past where my old self used to be
Is this the life I chose for me
I just see it now

Yesterday I always thought youd stay by my side
But now youre trying to say goodbye and walk away
Youre here beside me still I have nothing to say
Oh why does it feel so far away

All this time you gave me so many smiles
I know I should give it back
No matter how wrong I am you forgive me but I end hurting you
And Ive always known can tell you now
Where are you right now
I love you forever
This is my finally answer

I stay trapped in a spider web
Your past still holds me tight
Why do I only see what matters
When youre gone
If I could meet you once again
Letting go of all my pride and shame
Say the words still left unsaid

All this time you gave me so many smiles
I know I should give it back
No matter how wrong I am you forgive me but I end hurting you
And Ive always known can tell you now
Where are you right now

All this time you gave me so many smiles
I know I should give it back
No matter how wrong I am you forgive me but I end hurting you
And Ive always known can tell you now
Where are you right now
I love you forever
I need you forever
This is my finally answer

In my head memories spinning round and round
But you're not around and I'm falling

In my room I found a picture from so many years ago tonight
I feel sad we have changed

I trace the past where my old self used to be
Is this the life I chose for me
I just see it now

Yesterday I always thought you'd stay by my side
But now you're trying to say goodbye and walk away
You're here beside me still I have nothing to say
Oh why does it feel so far away

All this time you gave me so many smiles
I know I should give it back
No matter how wrong I am you forgive me but I end hurting you
And I've always known can tell you now
Where are you right now
I love you forever
This is my finally answer

I stay trapped in a spider web
Your past still holds me tight
Why do I only see what matters
When you're gone
If I could meet you once again
Letting go of all my pride and shame
Say the words still left unsaid

All this time you gave me so many smiles
I know I should give it back
No matter how wrong I am you forgive me but I end hurting you
And I've always known can tell you now
Where are you right now

All this time you gave me so many smiles
I know I should give it back
No matter how wrong I am you forgive me but I end hurting you
And I've always known can tell you now
Where are you right now
I love you forever
I need you forever
This is my finally answer