Going Growing(goinguguroingu) HONEST

Ive been overthinking lost deep in my mind
my time always falling behind
Trying too hard to fit in I cant find my way
Is this who I always wanted to be

I tried so hard to make them understand
I tried so hard to be perfect all the time
Ive been pushing myself all of everything
But in the end it didnt mean a thing

I realized that I dont need to suffer anyway
And I realized that I dont need pretend anymore
You say Im a worthless boring guy
But I dont think thats true
Ill always just be myself
My life doesnt always go as planned
But there are many fun things at hand

Ride on the van Im chasing the fun
Under the stars Im always on the run
Chasing the dreams that were meant to be
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright

Now Im heading out to a town so far away
So many miles from home but Im on my way
Through the roads and the lights no time to stray
Cuz strangers are waiting for us today

Turn up the sound lets tear up the night
Hands in the air we keep singing song all night
Jump in the crowd were feeling alive
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright

If my heart breaks again someday
Will you still always be right there to stay
Youll see me worn out still smiling my way
Youll stay the same

If you ever break down someday
I just hope that I can save you
Because My lifes a road that twists and bends
But that makes it fun in the end

Ride on the van Im chasing the fun
Under the stars Im always on the run
Chasing the dreams that were meant to be
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright

Turn up the sound lets tear up the night
Hands in the air we keep on singing song all night
Jump in the crowd were feeling alive
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright

I've been overthinking lost deep in my mind
my time always falling behind
Trying too hard to fit in I can't find my way
Is this who I always wanted to be

I tried so hard to make them understand
I tried so hard to be perfect all the time
I've been pushing myself all of everything
But in the end it didn't mean a thing

I realized that I don't need to suffer anyway
And I realized that I don't need pretend anymore
You say I'm a worthless boring guy
But I don't think that's true
I'll always just be myself
My life doesn't always go as planned
But there are many fun things at hand

Ride on the van I'm chasing the fun
Under the stars I'm always on the run
Chasing the dreams that were meant to be
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright

Now I'm heading out to a town so far away
So many miles from home but I'm on my way
Through the roads and the lights no time to stray
Cuz strangers are waiting for us today

Turn up the sound let's tear up the night
Hands in the air we keep singing song all night
Jump in the crowd we're feeling alive
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright

If my heart breaks again someday
Will you still always be right there to stay
You'll see me worn out still smiling my way
You'll stay the same

If you ever break down someday
I just hope that I can save you
Because My life's a road that twists and bends
But that makes it fun in the end

Ride on the van I'm chasing the fun
Under the stars I'm always on the run
Chasing the dreams that were meant to be
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright

Turn up the sound let's tear up the night
Hands in the air we keep on singing song all night
Jump in the crowd we're feeling alive
Living life at my pace
I want to try to be alright