Its so much easier if I could speak my mind ,
But honesty , something I left far behind ,
Ive gotten lost in the rush to please their mind ,
Reading every room , leaving my thoughts confined .
My feelings are buried so deep where they cant be found ,
Why , why am I still here ?
and whats the true point of this race ?
I fake my way through day and night ,
And tied to expectations fade in the light .
Work , smile , laugh - its all just a blur
What do I truly want ?
Why am I here today ?
Endless gray .
What am I fighting for ?
Who am I deep inside ?
Gone astray .
Dreams I held tight when I was young ,
Passions I lost before my tongue .
What is it I truly want to find ?
Where is the place that Ive left behind ?
I hide the damage day by day ,
Pretending that everythings okay .
But the price I paid along the way ,
Is living a life thats led astray .
Im stuck in a place I dont love or hate ,
Unsure of any change , though its too late .
Another day , the same old ache .
What do I truly want ?
Why am I here today ?
Endless gray .
What am I fighting for ?
Who am I deep inside ?
Gone astray .
But honesty , something I left far behind ,
Ive gotten lost in the rush to please their mind ,
Reading every room , leaving my thoughts confined .
My feelings are buried so deep where they cant be found ,
Why , why am I still here ?
and whats the true point of this race ?
I fake my way through day and night ,
And tied to expectations fade in the light .
Work , smile , laugh - its all just a blur
What do I truly want ?
Why am I here today ?
Endless gray .
What am I fighting for ?
Who am I deep inside ?
Gone astray .
Dreams I held tight when I was young ,
Passions I lost before my tongue .
What is it I truly want to find ?
Where is the place that Ive left behind ?
I hide the damage day by day ,
Pretending that everythings okay .
But the price I paid along the way ,
Is living a life thats led astray .
Im stuck in a place I dont love or hate ,
Unsure of any change , though its too late .
Another day , the same old ache .
What do I truly want ?
Why am I here today ?
Endless gray .
What am I fighting for ?
Who am I deep inside ?
Gone astray .
