PARADISE(paradaisu) Trymatic

Tell me why Im still in here
I swear to god , I made it clear
Made a wish , and even prayed
I was only fighting for my freedom but you think I betrayed
Worthless heartless

If I knew what lies behind
The walls around me I wont be fine
Ill use everything to sacrifice
When its over , Ill be free , Ill leave them high and dry
Shut up , just let me pay that price
I feel like Im always trapped in this god damn paradise

Made a choice , still unfulfilled
With all the time I could have killed
My self esteem is gone within
Im forced to play this stupid game
Where I can never win

Cause no one ever treats me right
And nothing really feels alright
Its hopeless

I tried , to leave this world behind
Now I know I was being so blind
I got nothing more to sacrifice
Now its over , Im not free , Im stuck and left to cry
Look at me now I paid my price
I feel like Im always trapped
And I wonder

Why did I do this to myself ?
I had it all before , but I wanted something more
Why did I do this to myself ?
Now Im just memories of what I used to be
It was my lost paradise
Why did I do this to myself ?

Tell me why I'm still in here
I swear to god, I made it clear
Made a wish, and even prayed
I was only fighting for my freedom but you think I betrayed
(Worthless heartless)

If I knew what lies behind
The walls around me I won't be fine
I'll use everything to sacrifice
When it's over, I'll be free, I'll leave them high and dry
Shut up, just let me pay that price
I feel like I'm always trapped in this god damn paradise

Made a choice, still unfulfilled
With all the time I could have killed
My self esteem is gone within
I'm forced to play this stupid game
Where I can never win

Cause no one ever treats me right
And nothing really feels alright
It's hopeless

I tried, to leave this world behind
Now I know I was being so blind
I got nothing more to sacrifice
Now it's over, I'm not free, I'm stuck and left to cry
Look at me now I paid my price
I feel like I'm always trapped
And I wonder

Why did I do this to myself？
I had it all before, but I wanted something more
Why did I do this to myself？
Now I'm just memories of what I used to be
It was my lost paradise
Why did I do this to myself？