aru ru toki dareka ga ii mashi ta
minna yakuwari ga aru n da to
tari nai mono wo wakachi atsu te
oginaiatsu te iki te iru to
sorenara watashi no kuuhaku ha
dareka ga ume te kureru hazu de
kikoe masu ka sono dareka san
dareka ga dare ka ni ii mashi ta
kun no yakuwari ha kou datte
kore ha ai yue no kotoba da to
mina sou yatsu te iki teru to
yorokobu kao ga ureshikutsu te
hisshi de yaku wo enji mashi ta
kokyuu sae mo wasureru hodo
roji ura no gomi okiba
zatsu ni sute rare tara n do seru
warau toki sura mawari wo ki ni suru kuse ha
itsu kara datsu ta kke
moshimo negai ga tada hitotsu dake
kanau nara ba owara se tai n da
kono fuzake ta engeki wo
machigatsu ta mama iki te ki ta n da
imasara kubiwa wo hazusa re ta tte
ittai doko he ike ba ii no
tada tashika na jibun wo yoku shi ta
sono daishou ga kore desu ka kamisama
zenbu koku sugi ru yo zenbu
mo uu ii kara sa hayaku
owara se te yo
sekai ha dare ka no rifujin to
dare ka no gaman de deki te iru
oshitsuke rare ta hidoi yaku mo
minna hisshi de enji te iru
sorenara watashi no shitsubou mo
itsuka ha hana wo sakasu hazu de
imi ga aru to shinji te i ta
sasayaka na negaigoto
muku na kibou ya shourai no yume
inori sae sure ba itsuka kanau to
dare ni oshiwatsu ta n da kke
moshimo doko ka de ken te iru no nara
ima no watashi ni namae wo zuke te
mou wakara naku natsu ta n da
onegai da kara rai nai de kure to
furue ta ryoute wo awase inotsu te
soredemo asa ha yattekuru no
tada tashika na mirai wo yoku shi ta
sonnani baka na negai desu ka kamisama
zenbu mou munashii zenbu
tada tsukare ta n da iki wo
shi tsuzukeru no ga
aisa re tai to negatsu te
aisa reru tame jibun wo sute te
mohaya kankyaku mo i nai butai no ue de
koe ga hibii ta n da
watashi ha koko da yo to nai te iru
douka kizui te to saken de iru
dare ni mo kikoe nai watashi ni shika wakara nai
" watashi " no koe datsu ta
machigatsu ta mama iki wo shi tsuzuke
imasara ki ga tsui te shimatsu ta n da
ibasho ha mou koko ni ha nai to
tada tashika na jibun wo yoku shi te
nigekon da saki de mitsuke ta chiisana
noroi wo toku ano akari wo
ima watashi no butai wo owara seru kara
me wo samashi te
minna yakuwari ga aru n da to
tari nai mono wo wakachi atsu te
oginaiatsu te iki te iru to
sorenara watashi no kuuhaku ha
dareka ga ume te kureru hazu de
kikoe masu ka sono dareka san
dareka ga dare ka ni ii mashi ta
kun no yakuwari ha kou datte
kore ha ai yue no kotoba da to
mina sou yatsu te iki teru to
yorokobu kao ga ureshikutsu te
hisshi de yaku wo enji mashi ta
kokyuu sae mo wasureru hodo
roji ura no gomi okiba
zatsu ni sute rare tara n do seru
warau toki sura mawari wo ki ni suru kuse ha
itsu kara datsu ta kke
moshimo negai ga tada hitotsu dake
kanau nara ba owara se tai n da
kono fuzake ta engeki wo
machigatsu ta mama iki te ki ta n da
imasara kubiwa wo hazusa re ta tte
ittai doko he ike ba ii no
tada tashika na jibun wo yoku shi ta
sono daishou ga kore desu ka kamisama
zenbu koku sugi ru yo zenbu
mo uu ii kara sa hayaku
owara se te yo
sekai ha dare ka no rifujin to
dare ka no gaman de deki te iru
oshitsuke rare ta hidoi yaku mo
minna hisshi de enji te iru
sorenara watashi no shitsubou mo
itsuka ha hana wo sakasu hazu de
imi ga aru to shinji te i ta
sasayaka na negaigoto
muku na kibou ya shourai no yume
inori sae sure ba itsuka kanau to
dare ni oshiwatsu ta n da kke
moshimo doko ka de ken te iru no nara
ima no watashi ni namae wo zuke te
mou wakara naku natsu ta n da
onegai da kara rai nai de kure to
furue ta ryoute wo awase inotsu te
soredemo asa ha yattekuru no
tada tashika na mirai wo yoku shi ta
sonnani baka na negai desu ka kamisama
zenbu mou munashii zenbu
tada tsukare ta n da iki wo
shi tsuzukeru no ga
aisa re tai to negatsu te
aisa reru tame jibun wo sute te
mohaya kankyaku mo i nai butai no ue de
koe ga hibii ta n da
watashi ha koko da yo to nai te iru
douka kizui te to saken de iru
dare ni mo kikoe nai watashi ni shika wakara nai
" watashi " no koe datsu ta
machigatsu ta mama iki wo shi tsuzuke
imasara ki ga tsui te shimatsu ta n da
ibasho ha mou koko ni ha nai to
tada tashika na jibun wo yoku shi te
nigekon da saki de mitsuke ta chiisana
noroi wo toku ano akari wo
ima watashi no butai wo owara seru kara
me wo samashi te
