Respawn kill(risuponkiru) appi

Supposed to leave
Im still waiting for me to start moving again
Suppose you would leave
Wait , gimme a resurrection please
When Im crawling up from the very bottom to the
ground and I feel almost okay
Ill go out of the bedroom
My mind is clear now
But something hits my heart so bad
And soon to be empty again
I feel like its kinda respawn kill

Suppose to be down
Im gonna be close to death

Lying on the couch all day
I dont wanna eat n drink anything but little bit of snacks
You may know
Why you havent gave me a resurrection
Are you gonna be the champion alone ?
Let me go with you
Where is the safe zone ?

Hey
Give me one more try
Pick me up now from the dark
Then Ill be awakening to my faith

Hate falling into this spiral
Please dont let me alone
Hold me tight
Like the beginning of us

So Im crawling up from the very bottom to the ground now
I feel like it was kinda respawn kill
But I escaped from it so far

Supposed to leave
I'm still waiting for me to start moving again
Suppose you would leave
Wait, gimme a resurrection please
When I'm crawling up from the very bottom to the
ground and I feel almost okay
I'll go out of the bedroom
My mind is clear now
But something hits my heart so bad
And soon to be empty again
I feel like it's kinda respawn kill

Suppose to be down
I'm gonna be close to death

Lying on the couch all day
I don't wanna eat n' drink anything but little bit of snacks
You may know
Why you haven't gave me a resurrection
Are you gonna be the champion alone？
Let me go with you
Where is the safe zone？

(Hey)
Give me one more try
Pick me up now from the dark
Then I'll be awakening to my faith

Hate falling into this spiral
Please don't let me alone
Hold me tight
Like the beginning of us

So I'm crawling up from the very bottom to the ground now
I feel like it was kinda respawn kill
But I escaped from it so far