Me Against Myself(miageinsutomaiserufu) Trymatic

Tired of making bad decisions , its time I play this right
This plastic smile is stuck forever , Ive never been alright
Running out of patience
Running out of time
Now I gotta deal with it myself
But search for answer comes up empty every time

If you could come halfway
Then maybe I could stay
Im trying to get by
I wont feel so much pain
If you could stop this rain
And I feel more alive

Leap of faith lead to my downfall
Now I just wanna crash
I never even want it all
But now its gone in a flash

I wanted to end this
I wish I could save it
But Im on a verge of breaking down
I just cant stand it
I never planned this
Its always me against myself
I wont pretend it
Im not gonna make it
Im on a verge of falling down
Its going nowhere
So now just let me go

When all is said and done
Im broken and undone
Your words dont break my bones
But I always cry alone

I wanted to end this
I wish I could save it
But Im on a verge of breaking down
I just cant stand it
I never planned this
Its always me against myself
I wont pretend it
Im not gonna make it
Im on a verge of falling down
Its going nowhere
So now just let me go

I just cant stand it
I never planned this
Its always me against myself

Tired of making bad decisions, it's time I play this right
This plastic smile is stuck forever, I've never been alright
Running out of patience
Running out of time
Now I gotta deal with it myself
But search for answer comes up empty every time

If you could come halfway
Then maybe I could stay
I'm trying to get by
I won't feel so much pain
If you could stop this rain
And I feel more alive

Leap of faith lead to my downfall
Now I just wanna crash
I never even want it all
But now it's gone in a flash

I wanted to end this
I wish I could save it
But I'm on a verge of breaking down
I just can't stand it
I never planned this
It's always me against myself
I won't pretend it
I'm not gonna make it
I'm on a verge of falling down
It's going nowhere
So now just let me go

When all is said and done
I'm broken and undone
Your words don't break my bones
But I always cry alone

I wanted to end this
I wish I could save it
But I'm on a verge of breaking down
I just can't stand it
I never planned this
It's always me against myself
I won't pretend it
I'm not gonna make it
I'm on a verge of falling down
It's going nowhere
So now just let me go

I just can't stand it
I never planned this
It's always me against myself