Crying in Shiraz(kurainguinshirazu) Alisa

Ive been drinking again
Its funny timing guess I like it
When I got a reason to send you a message
That Ill only half remember
I know in the morning Ill regret it
But right now
Im in the mood for a self - inflicted meltdown

I reach out when I shouldnt
I made it messy , I couldnt not
You give me nothing at all so I pick up my glass

Am I holding on too much ?
When did we fall out of love ?
Was it me , was it us ?
Did I mess this whole thing up ?
Did I say too many words ?
Is it my fault we got hurt ?
And now its all too much to keep it bottled up
So I fill up my cup

Ive been drinking with friends
Getting over wanting closure
So I distract myself
With something else
And here we go again
Youre the source of my frustration
And the cocktail that Im making
Aint enough to stop me thinking about you

I reach out when I shouldnt
You give me nothing
I fill my glass
And just when I think Im okay
Im crying in Shiraz

Am I holding on too much ?
When did we fall out of love ?
Was it me , was it us ?
Did I mess this whole thing up ?
Did I say too many words ?
Is it my fault we got hurt ?
And now its all too much
To keep this bottled up

Crying in Shiraz
Im at the bottom of the barrel , baby
Clinging to the past like wine stains
Thought that Id be better but Im not
I cant stop

Am I holding on too much ?
When did we fall out of love ?
Was it me , was it us ?
Did I mess this whole thing up ?
Did I say too many words ?
Is it my fault we got hurt ?
And now its all too much
To keep it bottled up
So I fill up my cup

I still fill my cup , ooh
I still fill it , I still fill it up , yeah yeah

I've been drinking again
It's funny timing guess I like it
When I got a reason to send you a message
That I'll only half remember
I know in the morning I'll regret it
But right now
I'm in the mood for a self-inflicted meltdown

I reach out when I shouldn't
I made it messy, I couldn't not
You give me nothing at all so I pick up my glass

Am I holding on too much？
When did we fall out of love？
Was it me, was it us？
Did I mess this whole thing up？
Did I say too many words？
Is it my fault we got hurt？
And now it's all too much to keep it bottled up
So I fill up my cup

I've been drinking with friends
Getting over wanting closure
So I distract myself
With something else
And here we go again
You're the source of my frustration
And the cocktail that I'm making
Ain't enough to stop me thinking about you

I reach out when I shouldn't
You give me nothing
I fill my glass
And just when I think I'm okay
I'm crying in Shiraz

Am I holding on too much？
When did we fall out of love？
Was it me, was it us？
Did I mess this whole thing up？
Did I say too many words？
Is it my fault we got hurt？
And now it's all too much
To keep this bottled up

Crying in Shiraz
I'm at the bottom of the barrel, baby
Clinging to the past like wine stains
Thought that I'd be better but I'm not
I can't stop

Am I holding on too much？
When did we fall out of love？
Was it me, was it us？
Did I mess this whole thing up？
Did I say too many words？
Is it my fault we got hurt？
And now it's all too much
To keep it bottled up
So I fill up my cup

I still fill my cup, ooh
I still fill it, I still fill it up, yeah yeah