Heaven's Door(hebunzudoa) 杏子

Heavens Door in the shadow of the night
Take me far away from home
Heading for the only exit in my mind
About to loose control

Locking up myself in my mind
Losing every senses I am heartless
Im the enemy behind the curtains
I dont want to be here alone
I just dont know where to go

Everything I want is useless
All the things I always had now priceless
And the world is getting dark & honest
To illuminate a few stars
Only unconditional love

Say good bye from the other side
Counting down to fall fall
Say hello to my new life
In the darkest night
Im dreaming

Heavens Door in the shadow of the night
Take me far away from home
Heading for the only exit in my mind
About to loose control
What are you living for ?
What are you dying for ?
I wont stay up for any longer
Im breaking down the Heavens Door

I maybe subliminal but dont wanna hold back
I ` m always sentimental to get your attention
The doctor telling me nothing for my condition
I dont need any help I only need ambition

I want to stop this hurricane
Tearing apart my heart again
I need a shelter for the pain
Under the radar
From all the haters

Say good bye from the other side
Counting down to fall fall
Say hello to my new life
In the darkest night
Im dreaming

Heavens Door in the shadow of the night
Take me far away from home
Heading for the only exit in my mind
About to loose control
What are you living for ?
What are you dying for ?
I wont stay up for any longer
Im breaking down the Heavens Door

Cry inside die inside
Makes me feel alive tonight
If I dont Ill go numb
Lets turn off the lights tonight
I dont wanna fade out
Wanna shine more brighter
Hide and seek with answers
Still Im stuck finding my way

Heaven's Door in the shadow of the night
Take me far away from home
Heading for the only exit in my mind
About to loose control

Locking up myself in my mind
Losing every senses I am heartless
I'm the enemy behind the curtains
I don't want to be here alone
I just don't know where to go

Everything I want is useless
All the things I always had now priceless
And the world is getting dark & honest
To illuminate a few stars
Only unconditional love

Say good bye from the other side
Counting down to fall fall
Say hello to my new life
In the darkest night
(I'm dreaming)

Heaven's Door in the shadow of the night
Take me far away from home
Heading for the only exit in my mind
About to loose control
What are you living for？
What are you dying for？
I won't stay up for any longer
I'm breaking down the Heaven's Door

I maybe subliminal but don't wanna hold back
I‘m always sentimental to get your attention
The doctor telling me nothing for my condition
I don't need any help I only need ambition

I want to stop this hurricane
Tearing apart my heart again
I need a shelter for the pain
Under the radar
From all the haters

Say good bye from the other side
Counting down to fall fall
Say hello to my new life
In the darkest night
(I'm dreaming)

Heaven's Door in the shadow of the night
Take me far away from home
Heading for the only exit in my mind
About to loose control
What are you living for？
What are you dying for？
I won't stay up for any longer
I'm breaking down the Heaven's Door

Cry inside die inside
Makes me feel alive tonight
If I don't I'll go numb
Let's turn off the lights tonight
I don't wanna fade out
Wanna shine more brighter
Hide and seek with answers
Still I'm stuck finding my way