SADBOYRADIO(saddoboirajio) Kazuo
- Lyricist:
Kazuo Green・Randy Liriano・Anthony Zhang(kazuogurinrandiririanoantonizan)
- Composer:
Kazuo・WeirdLotus(kazuouiadorottoasu)
- Release Date:06-26-2020
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Meet Kazuo
A crestfallen vagabond wandering around with negative thoughts
Violating his hopes and dreams .
All he wanted was to feel loved
And now its time to vent about it .
So Kaz , why are you so negative all the time ?
oi kazuo , omae no taido ga kirai
Nobody cares about the clown when his sadness has taken over
When the world has overwhelmed him its hard even staying sober
As he clings on to the past and replaying his favorite moments
Realizing so much has changed he breaks down and lay there hopeless
Somedays I feel progression
Somedays I wanna end it
Somedays I value friendship
But cave into depression
Cutting communication like this is the perfect therapy
Wondering if somebody will ever ever be there for me
Before I admit Im wrong , Ill play the victim
Blame the world before I beg for its forgiveness
I live inside of my head some thoughts must get evicted
Someone take it all away I just hope that Ill never miss it
As time goes on , traveling through each outcomes
Til I no longer am a victim , or a dweller for nostalgia
Its me against the world , till kingdom come
Its me against the world , till kingdom come
Its sad boy hours stand the fuck up
Its sad boy hours stand the fuck up
If you are depressed stand the fuck up
Dont listen to these hoes its okay to cry
Alright , yo
How many bags I gotta chase ` til I get outta mine ?
How many times I gotta lie when I say Im alright ?
How many smiles I gotta fake cause my ass ` bout to cry ..
How many times will I say sorry I shouldnt apologize ..
How much pussy will it take for me to move on completely ?
How much changing will it take to be that person that she needs ?
How many hardships until this life becomes easy ?
How much drugs will I take ` til I ... fuck it nevermind
My name is Kaz and I dont have a place to call home .
Been moving all my life and honestly it all blows
The ones I love the most be living hella far so
It has me distancing myself from all the friends that are close so
I locked myself in this room thats the life of this creator
Yelling everyday cops are called on me cause I piss off the neighbors
Friends be texting me but I dont got the time , Ill talk toem later
Gotta put in work last thing I wanna be called is a failure
Cant maintain communication , admit that I suck at that shit
I tend to ghost all my people dont notice
when some months have passed since
Ill hitem up randomly asking ` whats up as if nothing had happened
And wonder why all my relationships end up all fucking disastrous
The fuck is wrong with me ? I just want to be
Something far from weak , up my artistry
But Im under all this heat
Theyre punching cards but me , Im running far for this dream
Nothings stopping me I cut yall off for weeks
For whats tomorrow means nothing promising
Trouble follows deep confront me ? Nah just leave
I suck at arguing dont fucking start with me
Fuck your honesty
No wonder why G - left
Oh it really hurts huh ?
I cant say I was a perfect boyfriend
But she was the first love
Time has passed , but I hold on to moments as seconds turn minutes
4 years of history .
Ups and the downs just for her to live life like I never existed
Locked myself in this room thats the life of this ` savior
Yelling everyday cops called on me I piss off the neighbors
Good intentions interpreted as toxic behavior
But I gotta put in work , last thing I wanna be called is a f -
Press a button to begin
Yeah yeah
Honestly I dont know how to fucking start this
Aight Imma let it rock
Yo , okay .. Look , real shit
Yeah , when my dad dies I honestly dont think that Ima cry
Its not that I dont like the guy , when I was young I tried and tried
To build a bond with him even when he aint see eye to eye
With my moms after their divorce was finalized , fuck
A black boy that barely knows his father , oh so typical
I remember wanting to see him but shit was difficult
He had a new family and that made me feel invisible
Vacations that I wasnt invited to left me miserable
Got 2 kids from a new wife and she hates my mom with all her life
Trying to be a part of their lives
but they do not try to be part of mine
So Im that boy that always cried , forced to let this trauma hide
I cant even imagine what a father - son talk is like
Every friend I make I expect them to leave
Its unhealthy to think my friends are temporary
But shit , I see us drifting already . Depressing to see
So if I die , fuck it . its probably better 6 f -
There are nights I went to sleep
Hoping I dont wake up
Yeah
No one there to save me from my thoughts
` Cause I dont say much
Yeah
There are things I fucking miss
That Ima never get back
Yeah
Im a victim of nostalgia
I dont know where my heads at
Wake up , Kazuo
I dont feel so good
Never do what I should
Im gone with the wind
And all my dreams are
I dont feel so good
Never do what I should
Im gone with the wind
And all my dreams are
I got some problems
That I bottle
Up inside of my soul
I said my sorrys
But Im awkward
Its out of my control
I got some issues in my head when I dream
I cant wake up no more , no more
oki nasai kazuo
A crestfallen vagabond wandering around with negative thoughts
Violating his hopes and dreams .
All he wanted was to feel loved
And now its time to vent about it .
So Kaz , why are you so negative all the time ?
oi kazuo , omae no taido ga kirai
Nobody cares about the clown when his sadness has taken over
When the world has overwhelmed him its hard even staying sober
As he clings on to the past and replaying his favorite moments
Realizing so much has changed he breaks down and lay there hopeless
Somedays I feel progression
Somedays I wanna end it
Somedays I value friendship
But cave into depression
Cutting communication like this is the perfect therapy
Wondering if somebody will ever ever be there for me
Before I admit Im wrong , Ill play the victim
Blame the world before I beg for its forgiveness
I live inside of my head some thoughts must get evicted
Someone take it all away I just hope that Ill never miss it
As time goes on , traveling through each outcomes
Til I no longer am a victim , or a dweller for nostalgia
Its me against the world , till kingdom come
Its me against the world , till kingdom come
Its sad boy hours stand the fuck up
Its sad boy hours stand the fuck up
If you are depressed stand the fuck up
Dont listen to these hoes its okay to cry
Alright , yo
How many bags I gotta chase ` til I get outta mine ?
How many times I gotta lie when I say Im alright ?
How many smiles I gotta fake cause my ass ` bout to cry ..
How many times will I say sorry I shouldnt apologize ..
How much pussy will it take for me to move on completely ?
How much changing will it take to be that person that she needs ?
How many hardships until this life becomes easy ?
How much drugs will I take ` til I ... fuck it nevermind
My name is Kaz and I dont have a place to call home .
Been moving all my life and honestly it all blows
The ones I love the most be living hella far so
It has me distancing myself from all the friends that are close so
I locked myself in this room thats the life of this creator
Yelling everyday cops are called on me cause I piss off the neighbors
Friends be texting me but I dont got the time , Ill talk toem later
Gotta put in work last thing I wanna be called is a failure
Cant maintain communication , admit that I suck at that shit
I tend to ghost all my people dont notice
when some months have passed since
Ill hitem up randomly asking ` whats up as if nothing had happened
And wonder why all my relationships end up all fucking disastrous
The fuck is wrong with me ? I just want to be
Something far from weak , up my artistry
But Im under all this heat
Theyre punching cards but me , Im running far for this dream
Nothings stopping me I cut yall off for weeks
For whats tomorrow means nothing promising
Trouble follows deep confront me ? Nah just leave
I suck at arguing dont fucking start with me
Fuck your honesty
No wonder why G - left
Oh it really hurts huh ?
I cant say I was a perfect boyfriend
But she was the first love
Time has passed , but I hold on to moments as seconds turn minutes
4 years of history .
Ups and the downs just for her to live life like I never existed
Locked myself in this room thats the life of this ` savior
Yelling everyday cops called on me I piss off the neighbors
Good intentions interpreted as toxic behavior
But I gotta put in work , last thing I wanna be called is a f -
Press a button to begin
Yeah yeah
Honestly I dont know how to fucking start this
Aight Imma let it rock
Yo , okay .. Look , real shit
Yeah , when my dad dies I honestly dont think that Ima cry
Its not that I dont like the guy , when I was young I tried and tried
To build a bond with him even when he aint see eye to eye
With my moms after their divorce was finalized , fuck
A black boy that barely knows his father , oh so typical
I remember wanting to see him but shit was difficult
He had a new family and that made me feel invisible
Vacations that I wasnt invited to left me miserable
Got 2 kids from a new wife and she hates my mom with all her life
Trying to be a part of their lives
but they do not try to be part of mine
So Im that boy that always cried , forced to let this trauma hide
I cant even imagine what a father - son talk is like
Every friend I make I expect them to leave
Its unhealthy to think my friends are temporary
But shit , I see us drifting already . Depressing to see
So if I die , fuck it . its probably better 6 f -
There are nights I went to sleep
Hoping I dont wake up
Yeah
No one there to save me from my thoughts
` Cause I dont say much
Yeah
There are things I fucking miss
That Ima never get back
Yeah
Im a victim of nostalgia
I dont know where my heads at
Wake up , Kazuo
I dont feel so good
Never do what I should
Im gone with the wind
And all my dreams are
I dont feel so good
Never do what I should
Im gone with the wind
And all my dreams are
I got some problems
That I bottle
Up inside of my soul
I said my sorrys
But Im awkward
Its out of my control
I got some issues in my head when I dream
I cant wake up no more , no more
oki nasai kazuo
