I hate me(aiheitomi) Lily.μ

nanigenai jikan wo ichi nin de sugoshi ta
mou sabishi sa nante
wasure teru yo ne ? mou daijoubu desho ?
sou iikikase te i ta n da demo

toki ga sugire ba karui surikizu ha
ieru to omotsu te ta noni
sono sonzai ha kokoro wo egutsu te ta
ichi nen hetsu te mo ie nai sorenanoni

I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
namida ha kobore te shimau noni
I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
nani yori mo ichiban " I hate me "

kenka no toki mo dou kangae te mo watashi ga waruku te mo
zettai ni saki ni ayamaru desho ?
sono yasashi sa ga itakatsu ta no

ima ha doko ka de shira nai dareka to
warai atsu te iru no ne
suki ni sure ba ? mou tanin da kara
omotsu tari ha shi nai sorenanoni

I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
atama de ha wakatsu teru noni
I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
dare yori mo ichiban " I hate me "

saigo no sayonara wo majiwashi ta toki mo waratsu ta desho ?
kioku kara kie nai ima mo

I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
namida ha kobore te shimau noni
I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
nani yori mo ichiban " I hate me "

I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
atama de ha wakatsu teru wakatsu teru noni
I keep saying hate you through the night .
Like I used to say love you that night .
dare yori mo ichiban " I hate me "

何気ない時間を一人で過ごした
もう寂しさなんて…
忘れてるよね?　もう大丈夫でしょ?
そう言い聞かせていたんだ　でも

時が過ぎれば　軽い擦り傷は
癒えると思ってたのに
その存在は　心をえぐってた
一年経っても癒えない　それなのに

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
涙はこぼれてしまうのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
何よりも一番 “I hate me”

ケンカの時も　どう考えても私が悪くても
絶対に先に謝るでしょ?
その優しさが痛かったの

今は何処かで知らない誰かと
笑い合っているのね
好きにすれば?もう他人だから
想ったりはしない　それなのに

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
頭では分かってるのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
誰よりも一番 “I hate me”

最後のサヨナラを交わした時も笑ったでしょ?
記憶から消えない　今も

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
涙はこぼれてしまうのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
何よりも一番 “I hate me”

I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
頭では分かってる　分かってるのに
I keep saying hate you through the night.
Like I used to say love you that night.
誰よりも一番 “I hate me”